Faith

I’m thinking about things to do with the new place.

I’m thinking about birthdays and holidays and presents. Conference. 

I’m thinking about getting the car serviced, surprise bills, and bonuses. 

All practical but personal. Thinking about decisions that are faced by myself. 

I don’t ever want to sound ungrateful for the blessings I have. I don’t ever want to sound like I feel shorted or slighted or angry. 

God has not been mentioned much in my posts. It’s not because I’m ignoring Him. It’s because I have felt his presence so closely. There have been multiple times in my life when I’ve focused on His sufficiency. That He is all I need. That I am complete in only Him. Or rather Him only. 

Do you have to talk about your faith for it to be real?  Are we obligated to share in tough times or can it wait until the tough times are over?

I have been a terrible church goer in the last few months. When I go, I cry. And lately I’ve been so tired on top of that. I know this can’t go on forever, but how do I know when I’ll be really ready? I signed up for a Bible Study, but that night has become full of other things.